This is not a fishing report at all and I hope it's cool to post this here. I don't mean to bring anyone down with bad news. I have kept a lot of you on my email list updated with what is going on with my health since x-rays turned up something that looked abnormal on the bone of my left leg. There was major pain in that leg for about two weeks and it stopped after awhile. It now comes and goes. I met with my doctor here in River and after reviewing the scans, other tests, and the fact I was in major pain, he concluded I may be having a reoccurance on my Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma that I contracted in the late 90's. He put me on pain medicine that only made me sick and all I have been left with since then is bad new, worry, and constipation. Great combo, eh? Well, today, I went to the Moll Cancer Center for an MRI of the leg and I had extensive bloodwork done at the hospital (Fairview). My white blood cell count was low last time it was checked, so they are checking everything now. I am not in much pain with the leg anymore and I stopped that awful pain medicine. I have been feeling very slow and sluggish everyday (more than usual). There is much on my mind, due to the fact I am not willing to get Cancer again. This is the first I have been on the site in weeks and seeing your posts much healing and hope. All we can do now is wait for the tests results to come back. These ones will tell for sure whether I am leaving remission or not. This is the hardest part. I have had three bouts with Cancer and I am only 33. I have a two year old little girl, a beautiful wife, my fly rods, my fly-tying corner, and massive Steelie waiting for me this Fall. I am neady for this if it's for real and like I said, I am NOT WILLING to get sick again. I thought I would post this in hopes that you may keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers as we wait. Today has been a suck day, period! Everyone is down and just lying around. This is the worst. OK, I don't wan't to wish any misery on this board. People have asked to post something for me and I have been refusing for this reason, but we all have to look out for each other, right? Sorry, if I let anyone down. I just need to boast in hope and get the heck out of this house tonight and tommorow! On behalf of the whole family: Thank you so much for you thoughts and prayers!